Just a Little Lost...

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(Source: asking-jude, via suicide-fantasy)

“It isn’t that I don’t enjoy talking to people, I just hate small talk. I don’t want to talk about your holiday plans or your body clock or your bowel movements. I don’t care. Pretending to care drains me. I want to know what keeps you up at night.”

—   Benedict Smith, Incarnadine (via unabashinglyme)

(Source: the-ills, via blackened-by-sadness)

“How to love your depressed lover.
Last night I thought I kissed the loneliness from out your belly button. I thought I did, but later you sat up, all bones and restless hands, and told me there is a knot in your body that I cannot undo. I never know what to say to these things. “It’s okay.” “Come back to bed.” “Please don’t go away again.” Sometimes you are gone for days at a time and it is all I can do not to call the police, file a missing person’s report, even though you are right there, still sleeping next to me in bed. But your eyes are like an empty house in winter: lights left on to scare away intruders. Except in this case I am the intruder and you are already locked up so tight that no one could possibly jimmy their way in. Last night I thought I gave you a reason not to be so sad when I held your body like a high note and we both trembled from the effort.
Some people, though, are sad against all reason, all sensibility, all love. I know better now. I know what to say to the things you admit to me in the dark, all bones and restless hands. “It’s okay.” “You can stay in bed.” “Please come back to me again.”

feat:

do you ever get sad over something that happened a long time ago because i do 

(via blackened-by-sadness)

“Things just went wrong too many times.”

—   Suicide note of Tony Hancock (1924-1968)

(Source: fyeahlastwords, via blackened-by-sadness)

“You think anxiety is cute? You think depression is something that’ll get boys all over you? You think faking a mental illness is adorable? Here. Fucking take all of my problems. I actually know how my feelings feel, and I sure as hell don’t want them anymore.”